Monday, April 27, 2009

lamentations

Waaaaugh D: I have to stop procrastinating. I really really really really have to stop procrastinating. Everything is building up to this one point, and so is the stress, and I am going to go insaaaaaane! I feel like that guy in Infinite Jest with the crack and crap. Last time, no more, no more, tell everybody to not be enablers, say no no matter what, get rid of everything that allows this to happen. Tell yourself you're not going to do it again, it's so harmful, nothing positive about it, you don't know why you do it anyways, it's just a big hole of suck. But then of course you still have the means to do it if you REALLY wanted, but you tell yourself you don't and won't. But you know you are lying, but you aren't. DOUBLETHINK! doulbeplusungood doublethink. I LIKE BOOKS.

So yeah, willpower: I lacks it.

3 comments:

  1. hahaha I love the I LIKE BOOKS at the end.

    The internet tends to help procrastination, sadly.

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  2. Procrastination is my middle name. I hate it so much and kind of love it at the same time. It's a complicated relationship.

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