Tuesday, August 3, 2010

my sleeping patterns really need to change

So I've just woken up again, with 45 minutes of the day left. I am with Zack; why does blogger/blogspot have two names it doesn't make any sense at all.

Ok so on Thursday I am going to see a counselor at college to talk about my future educational plans and what classes I'll need to be able to fulfill those plans and if those plans are even possible through LCCC which is a local community college that you really can only get associate's degrees from but which has partnership programs for many bachelor's and master's (I don't care where those apostrophes are supposed to go) degrees where you take classes at LC or online but take them through other colleges like Ohio State or Bowling Green.

I'm not sure what I want to do yet, but I need to choose something now, and for now I'm going with library/information science which is a master's degree program and available through Kent State. But that is a master's degree thing and I only have an associates which is p much 2 years of classes, and you need to have a bachelor's before you can go for your master's, obviously. And so I'm not sure what I'm going to be able to do with that. I don't know what degree would best benefit me or prepare me for the master's thing.

Plus and it's a MASTER'S DEGREE and I don't want to go to school any more I don't I don't I just want to be a librarian maybe or just be around books or just something I don't know I am apathetic and indecisive and unmotivated and scared and I don't want to do anything ever!!!!!!!!!!1

Also we're babysitting my neighbors' fish and it's a beta fish in one of those typical beta fish vases with colored rocks in the bottom and plants stuck in the top and it's just a little vase and what a sad life to live, even for a fish.

edit: I wrote this post in 12 minutes which I think is pretty good considering I just just woke up and I don't know what the heck I'm talking about.


  1. Scary, scary decisions. I'm supposed to be applying for colleges and it has me in a panic. I'm also interested in library science, but I don't know. I'm confused and wishing I didn't have to decide ahhhhhhh. Best of luck (or, more appropriately, best wishes)! Blurgh. Why are life decisions so necessary?

  2. Thank you for agreeing with me and liking my writing style. I really like yours, too. And every mention of the word college reminds me I have to college things like actually schedule classes and apply for loans and apply for jobs.

    Maybe you and everybody you know should just all pool your money that you would otherwise spend on getting master's degree and open a non-government library, and somehow find a way to pay for it. Which seems like a stupid idea for a bunch of reasons, but then it sounds like a perfect idea for so many other reasons. I go to one of the cheapest Universitiss with bachelors programs in Ohio and, with one semester of tuition, I could even purchase a bookshelf of books. I'm just gonna pretend that it is a flawless idea, so ok

  3. grown up decisions are the worst


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